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today the glitterbomber is... |
2003-08-07 so i�ve, yet again, entered my phase of being dissatisfied with everything in my life. i�ll be going along fine, and then--wham!--everything sucks and the life i have is not the life i want. last night, i told bill that this isn�t the kind of life that i wanted when i was younger. i never envisioned my life turning out this way. when he asked me what kind of life i did want, i couldn�t answer him. maybe i don�t really know what i want. maybe i do know what i want but think it�s not realistic and hell, who gets the kind of life they want anyway? i guess i thought my life would be somehow, well, cooler and more fun. i hardly ever see any of my friends that live around here. i hardly talk to my friends that don�t live around here. i feel as if i seldom try anything or go anywhere new. i think my job could be more fulfilling and i could be doing something more creative. i don�t know if my dissatisfaction is real or perceived. would i be happier if things were different, or would i still have something to bitch about? |
